Montauk sounds like a good idea to me.

Mon, 28 Jan 2008 17:47:47 GMT

I don't even know you anymore, Your a completely different person than how I met you. And its funny, Because All I can think of is that it is partially my fault. I'm sorry that you've lived this sheltered life, but it was too fast f a convert, again you polarized. I knew it was going to end up like this

I don't mean to seem bitter and filled with angst, but there is just so much i can take, your not even fun to be around. You not the person who I met back then, someone who I used to stick up for and believe in, but then again I must have been born last night because I was fucking wrong. Right?

All of this just seems so juvenile, like middle school shit, but this is the way you act. Just write some shitty Lj Post to make me feel bad, or to give me some perspective on how to live MY life, or how you regret something that should not have been regretted, who cares, Apparently not me, because I'm above that shit, and have learned to GROW UP. What you wrote was completely unnecessary. Or even trying to be all detective and going to the person whom I have feelings for and completely warping what was said so that YOU come out on top and me look like an ass, again, completely unnecessary.

Everything just has to have our utmost approval and God forbid that it doesn't meet your rigid standards, just because you think one thing is horrible, doesn't necessarily mean its ultimately bad. Why can't you just accept people who they are, and not have a fucking opinion about every possible statement and idea that the human race has ever concocted.

I really don't care, how you feel about this post (because I know your going to read it) or to be frank i dont even care If you read it. This is something the should have been addressed a long time ago, and I let it go on for WAY too long. Everything else will be deleted and never seen again.

White Light Is Calling Me Upward

Montauk sounds like a good idea to me.